You know what, I hope you never read this Dyan, because that would mean you were back to your stalkerish ways, and I like you better not caring if I'm alive or dead. But on the odd chance that you do, I wanted you to know, I'm not sitting here crying because you left me, I'm not wishing you would talk to me, I've come to understand that you NEVER loved me the way I still (unfortunately) love you, because it would be impossible for you to treat someone you love the way you have treated me. So, I just got done deleting all your crap out of my computer. All your stupid 1/5th of a cent music, and your other putrid ganster rap that I hate. It's all gone. And I feel FABULOUS. I tossed your precious magazines too, dumpster time! I'm thinking about burning a couple of jerseys you left here, a few hundred dollars up in smoke, that would be funny.
I hope someday it dawns on you what YOU did. Because I'd have let you walk all over me for the rest of my life. Hell, I was going to MARRY you! How stupid would THAT have been?!?!?!?! Thank you so much for not going through with that!
Goodbye,
Sarah