This is what I took to the cemetery today, to my "Little Bit", Sommer. I still can't believe it's been 2 years already. Nothing breaks your heart as bad as the death of a child. There is a folder of pictures of her in my Yahoo photos, follow the link "Photo album" at right. The link to Little Bit of Heart is the organization we run in her memory. Two years, and I still wake up expecting to go pick her up. Then it all comes crashing back. She'd be 5 1/2 years old now. So many things we are missing. The only comfort I have is knowing that she is waiting for me to be with her. But I still miss her so much. I have spent the last month trying to not cry. And failing miserably. I cry at such stupid things, commercials, little girls her age in the store, the sight of her things, which is hard, since I have some of her toys and a doll wearing her last Yule dress on a shelf in our bedroom.
I'm losing my mind, right?
I thought so too.
Blessed Be,
Dragonsong
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