Just leave the flying monkeys alone already!

OK, I don't know why, but the three kids have had an obsession with the flying monkeys lately. Everything that happens, AJ says, "The flying monkeys did it!" The wicked witch of the west was just misunderstood! LOL

I'm trying to get my butt motivated to knit, the part that sucks is my motivation is, D is leaving, so I need to finish all of the projects I have been working on for her. Boy does that get me in the mood to get my needles clicking! HA!!! I think my hand is rehabbed about 95%, it still gets tired faster than it used to but I can knit again for longer than ten minutes at a time so I am happy.

I have been talking a lot to the group of people I met at the Zone last Wed., I am really happy that fate led me there that night, I don't know what possessed me to go there, but I made a group of great friends at a time when I needed a group of great friends, so the Goddess provided. We must have faith. So much is changing in my life, I am trying to be positive about it all. For the first time in a long time the other night I pulled out my herbs, I got my Cunningham book from the shelf and looked for herbs to help with anger, for the first time I thought Cunningham let me down, but the book opened on it's own to healing herbs when I dropped it in frustration. I made an incense of chamomile, rose, sage, and a few other healing herbs, I lit my altar candles, and I just sat and meditated with the incense burning. I do feel healed. Not completely, but on the right path, and MUCH less angry.

I don't know what is going to happen to me, or with me and D, but whatever happens, I know that I have three great kids, I have some great new friends, and I have my faith. My faith will never let me down so long as I keep it. I am going to do more to practice better, get to church more (the UU church- link at right- is so wonderful!), and just work on me. I am the only one who can heal me, I can let others help, but nobody can do it for me.

Always do your best to commit random acts of kindness, and senseless acts of beauty.
Blessed Be,
Dragonsong