Enough

I didn't spend enough time with her
I didn't do enough for her
I didn't understand enough about her addictions
I didn't listen enough to her problems (and still don't)
I didn't let her visit her "friends" enough (you know, the ones she drank and got high with)
I didn't let her visit her family enough (between 10 PM and 3 AM, when do you visit your folks?)
I didn't have a high enough libido
I didn't have a low enough libido (it depended on the day)
I didn't clean enough
I didn't work enough
I didn't talk enough
I didn't do enough for her health care (I just went to every Dr. appt. and got her scripts., ect.)
I didn't go out enough
I didn't stay home enough (once again, depends on the day)
I didn't give her enough
I didn't love her enough
And I didn't care enough, and the list goes on, for f*cking ever, because I am a rotten human being who doesn't deserve to live because I made my wife so miserable that she had no choice but to screw Ember just to get me to let her leave me!

Have a nice day,
Dragonsong

PS. Too, means also dearheart, you wanted to.